katey's blog

Monday, October 06, 2003

Hey people, just thought that I would post a bit while I'm on the computer. Today I'm gonna talk about the monologue that I'm doing in my drama class. It's called My Death. I know, I know and it's not what you think, here I'll let you see for yourself.

I died last night. No, I did, really. I am dead. It was wierd, dying I mean. I've never died before. It was scary, but not as scary as you'd think. At first is was, but after i decidedto take the eternal plunge I was so full of energy. I felt like the Energizer Bunny. it was so exhilarating. That's strange, huh? I used to wonder what happened when you died. I mean do you just die and cease to exist, or do you have a soul? If you do have a soul, where do you go? Is there a heaven and a hell? Well, now I know the answer. There is life after death and there is a heaven and a hell. You might be wondering how I died. It was really gruesom and painful. It was the worst way a person could die. I died on a croos, with a man named Jesus. You see it wasn't a physical death I died last night. It was a spiritual death. I placed all my sin on Jesus and He washed my soul clean. I had never felt so pure or high or peacefuland calm or WHOLE. Jesus filled this emptiness inside me. If you haven't died yet you feel what I'm talking about. It's like this big black emptiness that consumes you. Consumes your life. You're depressed and morbid. But you don't want to say that you're depressed because depressed people are losers who have no control of thier life. I used to be so morbid that my motto was 'everyone was born to die' or 'once you're born, you start dying'. It's still my motto, but now the meaning has changed. I believe that once we are born our lives start to lead us to die in Christ. I guess you'd have to die to know what I mean. I suggest you try it. It will be the best decision you'll ever make. I guarantee it.

Well now I gotta go, "BYE".