Alright, I'm tired of dealing with life. If i weren't such a coward I wouldn't be here right now, but I am so I have to dael with it. This may seem really selfish, and I hate that I'm thinking this way but I'm tired of hearing and dealing with everybody elses problems. See, I have this friend that has some problems and she tells me about them all the time, and I like to help her and comfort her but not every day. I mean for just one day I wish that it could be a litle bit about me. Not like hanging on my every word but just paying attention to me and not leaving me out of anything. And like I said before I know this probably sounds really really selfish but I'm tired of it. well enough of my ranting s***, here's another piece of mine called Who I Really Am:

Ever since i came here I've hidden who I really am.
The one that they would pick out of a crowd.
But now I'm tired of putting on this mask, I want
to be myself again. I don't want to try to be calm or
cool anymore.
Cuz my hinges are coming undone and I'm losing
control. I better start now before someone gets hurt,
and I know they will.

Well now i gotta go sleepy bye so I'll post ya'll later. :) Oh, ooh, wait, I have a buffy quote for you, here: Quote:buffy: "What did you take?" amy: "It's basil, I swear".
Did you get it? Well if you didn't thats ok, but if yuo did then wasn't that funny? Ok, really gotta go now, see ya. :)