Dilemmas I Don't Want To Solve
I Feel that my faith is slipping from me...
Not quite sure why or how,
But I just feel like I am slipping away from God,
Falling from his grace and into the darkness of not wanting to know what's out there.
I was in science class this year, and our teacher taught us things I really never waned to hear.
I have a tremendous fear of Death...
And I think it's because I don't know whats after this.
We all want to believe that there is a Heaven, a Hell
A God... But what happens if there isn't? And all these years we where praising the empty sky.
I don't like to think about it.
I know this is just me going through my questioning fase of life
I amd a "Confused Teen"
My brain doesn't work "Propperly"
I like to think that I have Deep thoughts
I can be a deep person if I feel like pushing myself into that position
I am normally that when I am helping a friend with a problem
I listen, when others wont
I actually HEAR what they are saying, unlike their parents
I understand because I am in their position as well.
But when I am talking to someone about God,
I start to shake and... It's just weird and un comfortable for me sometimes.
Anyway, I just had to get this stuff out there. Comment if you want.
God be with you all.
+Meaghan+
1 Comments:
My dearest, beautiful Meaghan. Believe it or not this is all totally normal. I was telling your daddy today that I didn't do things like that when I was a teen, but I think that was because I wasn't expected to think about such things. You just did what the youth group leader, the pastor or your parents said. I like the fact that you ARE thinking. It is good. And, just because you think "negative" things doesn't mean it is bad, it just means you are thinking for yourself. As long as you talk to other Christians and not hold all that in, it allows you to GROW in Faith.
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