Music Wakes The Soul + But Sisters Make You Cry

I am sitting here listening to the Goo-Goo Dolls
They inspire me, the words they put together just amaze me.
I am a big music fanatic
I listen to everything from Eminem to Ozzy to Elvis and Jonny Cash
It wakes my soul...

I think my life might just be a big pile of crap,
Without music to keep me company.
Some songs just say exzactaly what is on my mind and everything I can't say...
I wish I was that gifted.

I noticed that I seem to be writing in "Poetry form"
I guess I just "like to tell my stories in statements"
Thats what some of my friends tell me anyway
I guess I'm good at poetry
Thats what my English teacher told me...
She said my poems ment something to her,
Surprising.

I never thought I would ammount to anything in poetry...
Katey always tells me I suck
But then again she tells me I suck at everything...
The one person I want to impress the most
And she thinks I suck

So I don't really try sometimes
Just so she wont make fun of me anymore
It hurts sometimes...
I just wish for once she could actually be happy for me
And not in a scarcastic way either.

I have friends who are more happy for me than my own sister
Thats sad...
But oh well, I guess she doesn't really care anyways.


Well I have to go learn myself some more guitar chords
hah!
Oh wait, I suck at it so maybe I shouldn't....


-Meaghan-