I Got Screwed Today... Or UN-Screwed I Should Say.

I am so tired...
Tired of being so scared
And tired of hurting all the time.

Doctors are supposed to help, right?
Wrong.
They pretty much just screwed me over
I was fine, it hadn't been hurting...
Until now!

He UNSCREWED A PIN FROM MY BONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now theres another one coming out...
What the hell?
Sorry dad but I am just so ANGRY!

I want to crawl into a hole right now and pretty much die...
I hate this...

+Meaghan+

So I'm Broken... Getting Fixed Tuesday.

So there I was
On the back of this 16.2 Hh. Mare
Called Born Dixie
Beautiful horse, ridden her once before
But that night was different.
She kept fidgetting
I stopped, but Herby told me to get the fidgette out of her
So I revursed and tried again...
Big mistake.

She went up
I pulled back
And she CAME BACK!
I saw her falling and I though I was dead...
I closed my eyes and prayed.

I heard her body hit the ground
Got a mouth full of dirt
And there was an ache in my arm...
I had to touch it...

I got up as quick as I could and people came rushing from every side
People I didn't know
Along with people I did
I was just glad Dixie was ok
And happy I wasn't dead!

So im gonna stop typing in "poem format" because im typing with one hand and its KILLING me! So all these people where running to help me, Herby got Dixie and this really hot guy who was standing very close watching me, called 911 for me. So to make a long story short, I got to the frankfort hospital, got an X-Ray, they drugged me up and then put me in a sling and i went home. I have surgery on tuesday... Can't wait!
Thank you to all of the people praing for me, I'm glad I had so much support.
Gonna go take a nap with my broken self.
Later!

+Meaghan+

And It Rained...

Earlier today I prayed for it to Rain...
And It did...

~*~*~*~

The Rain

I love the rain

It takes away the pain.

Slowly but surley it goes away.

I listen and listen on my window paine,

The rain the rain it takes my breath away.

The rain the rain,

I wish to be kissed in the rain,

Kissing his lips without thinkin of anything.

The rain the rain I love the rain.

Dominique Gray

It's Finally Getting To Me

Sometimes I forget
That Mark is gone... How do you manage that one?
I don't know.
I cought myself thinking today
I wonder how Mark is doing?
But then I rememberd...
And it hit me like a sack of bricks.

I realized that he is gone
And for the first time...
I accepted it.

I talk to him sometimes
God only knows if he listens
I hope he does.

Sometimes its hard for me to grasp
I've never had someone this close die before
I talked to Mark
I KNEW Mark
It's Finally Getting To Me....

God be with you Amy & Micha
God Bless You Elpida!

+Meaghan+

Pointless...

What do we seek in life?
Do we really know what we want?
Sometimes...
And sometimes not.

I'm listening to Coldplay
Love them
As I've said, music calms me down
Coldplay is good for that

I stayed up last night watching The Color PurpleLove that movie
Last night was my first time seeing it
But it is an amazing movie

So...
Life was my subject right?
Well I'm changing it because this is my blog
And you are all Losers...
Just kidding.

So I love horses
With everything in me I do
It is my life and will be my life until my life has ended
I have spent 10 of my 15 years of life with horses
I guess it's addicting

But anyway...
This post really is pointless
I have nothing to discuss
Nothing to complain about really

So I will leave you now
With these words
From my key board

+Meaghan+